Ok OK so its been a year since my last blog, boo hoo diana geting cut off wasn't that bad!! (and the string is still severed but not broken so don't worry!!)

I still hate being on my own but to tell you the truth, eric was right, its not that much different. i have a great job that allows me to live the lifestyle I enjoy and my net worth is increasing, what is up with that?!

I have to say this year has had its up and its downs but in all honesty I'm trully happy and I wish upon the world safe happiness and profound joy in the simple things in life. Writing is one for me and I will blog a story soon, I had one the other day but now I can't remember it. Maybe I will write one about my dream that I had but expand further. I'm not really sure.

I iwll start it right now. but don't expect a whole lot out of this. My hs teacher once said that in order for me to get eveyrthing I want to say I just need to say it, without worry about what it says, I get into trouble if I think too mcuh, same as with when i am playing soccer. here it goes:

Peaking over the afternoon shadow of the coffee cup and the computer was a simple girl with a 1990'a bubblegum sense of fashion and a messy blob brown bob. She was a plain jane I tell you. Born on the 3rd of July. Couldn't have been the 4th, for that would have been way too extraordinary. Couldn't have had blue eyes. (that was also a little out of her league.) Her brown Merrion slugs tapped quietly along the sandpapered rug as Lilith Fair via IPOD sang to her "why can't I" just light up a cigarette and sit in the sun right now?-she thought. Right, I don't smoke, silly me. She shot a slightly sinister glance at Gus flailing his oleander flabby arms at the speakerphone across the hall, but he was too snappy to see the sinful sight. She directed her eyes directly onto those whitewall sticks called arms, envisioning the riptide crashing from elbow to shoulder. This was Plain Jane's life as it was in the hot spring of '04. She was gracefully content with her life.